14.

However much i want an outlet, i don't want to name drop and bare all. i'm in the final stretch for this shitty uni course, and to be honest i'll probably fail.

i haven't really left the house much recently, i'm becoming more and more of a recluse and spending upwards of twelve hours on the internet at one time is not at all uncommon for me. my uni work shows that my motivation is almost at an all time low which is hard to believe considering i near failed my hsc, haven't been legitimately employed in almost three years and i'm on my learners at age nineteen.

everyone should come to the yoyo's halloween show on the thirty-first, pretty decent line up so it should be good. make sure you dress up, and say hi to me. for more details go to myspace.com/dropsaw. hopefully i'll get my outfit together, if all goes well i shall in appropriate nerd attire and maybe a cape.

a photo is on my myspace, which is linked in the column to your right.
and to describe my constant facade,

stay coldaaaaaaa.

13.

does anyone read this? i realise there isn't much to read, but do you check to see if i've updated? even an anonymous comment would be nice.

12.

hey, my friend benny temper and his band of lovable misfits are playing melbourne in december. i want to fly down and get heaps messed up, maybe get bashed or try to surf in a fountain. i don't have a job currently and i would really like to attend, so below is a button i created in which you can donate any sum of money to assist me. thanks in advance.

edit: i am no longer trying to get down to melbourne in december but hey, money is money and i'll undoubtedly use it for all of the things above if you are willing to donate.

http://www.myspace.com/taipandaggers
http://www.myspace.com/repomandaggers
http://www.myspace.com/deathcagesydney

11.

this lyric sends legitimate shivers down my spine, heavy.

i can't expect you to cut loose every noose i wrap around myself.
i feel the floor dropping out, just let me swing myself to sleep.
leave me in the darkness, leave me to my peace.

10.

you are all interchangeable to me, different parts for different moods and on different days of the week. my build-it-yourself robot in the form of a friend.

i want to write something i can look back on and actually like, not something boring and generic like this, or like me.

bear witness to the birth of broken promises.